I've been out of touch lately with my blog, and now I'm back.
Yes I have been busy, aren't we all. It's how you choose to handle it, how you choose to speak about it and how you act that make the difference. I'm rarely at home and that was before I started my IM training! Now time is even more precious, and trust me I get that I'm not the only one. Work, friends, boyfriends, family, socialising and training oh my. I found this last couple of weeks that everything felt like a burden. Do you ever feel that way?
Poor me. I'm not going to be getting home past 10pm for the entire week. I have to be up early for training, then I have to be apart of a lululemon photoshoot, then I do have time to have lunch with friends but then I have to write my inspiring blog and then to head to a V.I.P night at work.
Sound shocking doesn't it....I know I know, it actually doesn't, because it isn't. I am doing things that I love, so where is the problem? It's definitely not in my day!
Instead of 'I am SO busy' and it's just the way it is, I now chose to say 'I live a big life' and it isn't anything until I create it.
When I first created this blog, I said that it was to share my good days and the bad. My trials and tribulations. Well over the last few weeks I haven't held my word. When things got tough, I got outta here! Instead of sharing what was happening, I got back to old habits of thinking; why should I write my blog, I don't have time, I have nothing to say, what's it all for anyway....? I lost sight of the bigger picture and my intention. There whole point of documenting this challenging journey is firstly: for myself to look back on and see how far I have come. Yet more importantly, to inspire you to find your potential beyond you perceived limits, even when things get tough.
So if you hadn't already pick up, things have been tough, balancing training and life isn't easy and when motivation evaporates you are simply left to your commitment to you word. Here I am, back in business and sticking to my word. Word.